December 2009
sweet 10'
ok. gosh. i’ll literally be a 17 year old soon *sigh* HAH tomorrow’s new year :) and 3months anniversary :) aww. haha. ok no mushy stuffs next year :D i’m gonna be a nerd. a fucking reading books all the time nerd :D so yeah wish me lucky luck for spm. benshinono. ok i talk crap. it’ll end soon :)
sorry
mybe there’s a part of me that says ‘let go’ but i know that i don’t wanna let go because i love you. and i’m really sorry for mostly everything that made u sick or whatever that u feel. this is just me, and i can’t change myself. i am meant to be like this. at some point i think u changed. and i don’t want to believe in that. some people won’t...
“ugly past, superb present, awesome life :)”
greattt
yeaa. i’m kinda not in contact with someone far :( but i guess i need to practice this. it’s nothing to be terrified though :) my heart is still near <3