January 2010
god save our souls
shermanwords:
breakingthepast:
in this world, nothing seem fair enough for everyone. we have our chances, not equal chances but just plain chances. and we ought to chase for our chances. they don’t come everytime we wanted it to come. sometimes you break down and cry. it’s nothing to be ashamed of. once in a while, we shed a tear, feeling tense about our lives. everyone will feel the same as...
THANK YOU :)
shermanwords:
breakingthepast:
shermanwords:
breakingthepast:
shermanwords:
only u can cool down me :)
only u can be a part of me :)
only u can love me :)
n only u that i can accept. :)
thank you. :)
p/s: i LOVE u ketot! :) we make love every night :)
haha. i know i’m ketot :P
yerr. ketot but love it. :)
haha. ketot is rugged :P
yerr. :D i love u. :)
i love you too :D
THANK YOU :)
shermanwords:
breakingthepast:
shermanwords:
only u can cool down me :)
only u can be a part of me :)
only u can love me :)
n only u that i can accept. :)
thank you. :)
p/s: i LOVE u ketot! :) we make love every night :)
haha. i know i’m ketot :P
yerr. ketot but love it. :)
haha. ketot is rugged :P
god save our souls
in this world, nothing seem fair enough for everyone. we have our chances, not equal chances but just plain chances. and we ought to chase for our chances. they don’t come everytime we wanted it to come. sometimes you break down and cry. it’s nothing to be ashamed of. once in a while, we shed a tear, feeling tense about our lives. everyone will feel the same as we felt-equally. and we...
THANK YOU :)
shermanwords:
only u can cool down me :)
only u can be a part of me :)
only u can love me :)
n only u that i can accept. :)
thank you. :)
p/s: i LOVE u ketot! :) we make love every night :)
haha. i know i’m ketot :P
teach me new words.
ok i am getting really busy that i don’t really have time to sit back and read the dictionary and learn new word a day like i used to. so people, anyone, tell me any word a day please? :)
ergh
i really need to tell you
ok actually i am..
i really do but can i say that
i think i am gonna
i missing
miss you dhezoul
i miss you dzulhisyam ridzal :)
xoxo
colours of the end of january
school again and it’s getting awesome-r :D ok. our course is civil engineering. the last batch for 2010. sobs. but its cool :) well our course is always known with kes sik ngam sama dirik. but i guess we’re gonna change people’s perspective about that because we seem like a happy family :) wan syareeza, aina, ziemah, bj, marlene, frances, peyjul, quarda, asrin, syazwan, riz,...
sekulah
so school goes on and on. week by week. urgh boring lah. because we still haven’t finish physics and chemistry’s form 4 syllabus. and i am scared of spm. sheesh. hah. i need to ra ra study more and more. and i am stressed out right now. ergh. gila sudah. then we’re gonna start our kerja kursus for engineering drawing. drawing all the plans like the house plan, electrical plans,...
bring it on
Him: hello. idda ne?
Me: kejap ah.
......
a few seconds then i realized he wanted to talk to me. HAHA
Me: haha. pahal?
Him: sikda. dah lamak sik contact jak.
Me: Yalah oh. hebat kita duak :P
Him: 3 hari dah oh.
Me: ah? 6 lah. pande ngitong sik?
Him: aok lah salah eh. p dah kol tok :) sik temasok lah :D
Me: haha cover eh :P
Him: hahaha. i miss u eh :)
Me: ah? ah? ah?
*in my heart I MISS YOU TOO : D
mesti ego kit. hahaha xD
never ever
so yeah i was thinking about lies in relationships in general. i was thinking about how people would lie to their partners willingly without any feeling of guilt or whatever and so i am stuck. i heard BEP’s song Don’t lie and it strucked me. well some guys that i know lied to their partners. saying that they’re not doing this when they are doing em. and making me think about it...
recent
ok so i’ve been one week not online-ing. so here’s some updates of the week. i am busy doing my course work for civil engineering :) i am a form 5 student already. fuh. i feel old man :D so i need to finish em as soon as possible :) then homeworks are starting to pile up my head =.= ergh. and the first exam is gonna be this march. end of march. and yeah this monday i’m gonna be...
resolution
ergh. maybe people would go “ohh okay” when i crap about my newest resolution which isn’t that new :) well i never get my resolution achieved *sigh* so yeah maybe this year i’ll prove i will :D because this is my senior year schooling. aww i’m gonna miss that word :D soon i’ll be a university student :D amin. and i am scared of spm. its an abstract thing but it...
:)
so i lied to you and said that i went to see my bf at pustaka. and i know that is not a good thing to do. well especially when you’re my beloved bf :) so you kinda feel tormented a bit. i know that because you send a text saying ‘breaking my heart into pieces’ aww :) i would never cheat :) now i know that you really love me :) and so do i :) i love youuu :)
parents
urgh why do parents keep on judging their children? it’s such a pain in the ass when they say this and that about us. sometimes it breaks my confidence when my parents say this and that blablabla. can u just say positive stuffs about me? won’t it just be a good thing. like Islam said “kata kata ibu bapa adalah salah satu doa” so what? you’re really asking me to be...
class update
ok so my fellow beloved classmates chose me AGAIN to be the leader pfft class monitor for 2010. and i am getting pissed about it. hah. ok so my assistant is my old chap riz. and yeah this isn’t about him. its about the so called good fellow crap gay man. ok everyone would know who :| he make me feel tired. you know how annoying that’ll be right? so he planned on making the class an...
tuition
came back from my tuition class around 1+ and yeah sadly but fine, ABIM changed the time and day for maths class which is gonna be direct after addmaths on saturday. i was like ergh? ok. so yeah i’m gonna be superr exhausted on saturdayss :)
STUPIDIOT
Friend: what will happen if we get married?
Me: err. i won't stop getting pregnant?
Friend: haha. i guess so.
Me: yes. than we can make a football team! xD
Friend: how many babies do u want?
Me: ................................
Another friend: haha. 13 sounds perfect.
Me: heh. ouch. that's gonna hurt.
Friend: if i am mandol, how ah?
Me: hahahahahaha if i am mandol?
Friend: then i find a new wife to make babies.
Me: heh you asshole. haha. then that is my answer also. haha
In the chemistry lab, dealing with nitric acid ad copper(II)oxide.
Teacher: don't stir it too hard. the acid will fall on you ehem and u'll get mandol.
Friend: hey, forget about marrying me then
Me: ah?
Friend: I'm gonna get mandol
Me: heh. you idiot. hahahahaha xD
Friend: the teacher told me so.
Me: hey, he's just telling you. and besides, i'm with sherman :D
hear me
i told you that i don’t believe in promises since my past haunts my every spine.but finally we make tons of promises. like many of em? :) but i am certain that this is a promise that i won’t regret. because i have confidence in you :) i loveeee youuu :) like we said, if we aren’t meant to be, then it’s ok rite? :) thank you for understanding. and i bet if we are meant to...
“Love is a five letter word ‘”
paparazzi
im your biggest fan, i’ll follow u until u love me!
ok i’m not that harsh. haha. if you love other girls in the future, i’ll let go :’)
february
a few days till february :) awaiting first and fourth february :) haha. ok there’s probably 2 weeks till february. im way too excited xD
EYKA I FINALLY FIGURED WHY :D
oh yeah its good to know ur happyyy :) that was sweett. oh goshh. i mean what happened :D aww. sooo sweet kaa :D
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thousands , millions and billions of thank from me ! :D
welcome welcome. a big bunchh of thanksss from me :D
:D:D btw , you’re...
byebye tumblr ! im going to sleep .
aliiaaustin:
byebye @breakingthepast , sorry , cant continue the conv ): super sleepy and tired from 2 straight days of softball training .
oh yeah sure. im kinda tired also :) thanks btw :D yeah good luck with ur training :)
You, Doin’ that thing you do, Breaking my heart into a million pieces, Like you always do And you, Don’t mean to be cruel, You never even knew about the heartache, I’ve been going through Well I try and try to forget you girl, But it’s just so hard to do, Every time you do that thing you do I, Know all the games you play, And I’m gonna find a way to let...
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thousands , millions and billions of thank from me ! :D
welcome welcome. a big bunchh of thanksss from me :D
:D:D btw , you’re malay ?
yep. im malay :) how about u?
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thousands , millions and billions of thank from me ! :D
welcome welcome. a big bunchh of thanksss from me :D
:D:D btw , you’re malay ?
yep. im malay :) how about u?
im malay toooo ! :D
yey!...
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thousands , millions and billions of thank from me ! :D
welcome welcome. a big bunchh of thanksss from me :D
:D:D btw , you’re malay ?
yep. im malay :) how about u?
im malay toooo ! :D
yey! cool :D so where are u studying...
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thousands , millions and billions of thank from me ! :D
welcome welcome. a big bunchh of thanksss from me :D
:D:D btw , you’re malay ?
yep. im malay :) how about u?
im malay toooo ! :D
yey! cool :D so where are u studying currently? :)
fajar sec ....
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thousands , millions and billions of thank from me ! :D
welcome welcome. a big bunchh of thanksss from me :D
:D:D btw , you’re malay ?
yep. im malay :) how about u?
im malay toooo ! :D
yey! cool :D so where are u studying currently? :)
exams
ok am i starting to be obsessed with studying? HAHA no. just maybe i’m a bit scared with exams. namely SPM. hah. ok. i should be ready ;) then freedommmm :D
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aliiaaustin:
thousands , millions and billions of thank from me ! :D
welcome welcome. a big bunchh of thanksss from me :D
:D:D btw , you’re malay ?
yep. im malay :) how about u?
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aliiaaustin:
thousands , millions and billions of thank from me ! :D
welcome welcome. a big bunchh of thanksss from me :D
“HOLD MY HAND AND I’LL HOLD YOURS :)”
masa hadapan
oh yeah. maybe its to early for me to think about this. but haha i talked about it to robot. hey no no. i don’t mean talking about marriage. this is about furthering studies of course ;) maybe i’d be going to uitm kuching :) just in kuching :D i don’t wanna be far. ergh please no. i get scared seeing people -__________- and i thought that maybe i don’t wanna go to...
tudung?
i thought about starting using tudung :) and dzul told me, after spm can u use tudung? :)
school
ergh. yeah second week of school is overr and i’m a little more serious :) yey! i started sitting in the front to avoid lack of concentration since i’m sitting with people who always wants to study :D not saying that my other friends don’t study. no offence ok. so i guess i’m getting better in understanding. urgh. haha. i understand a bit on addmaths, better than last year....
kebanjiran
oh gosh. people people. i think u should be ready for banjir. because my house is near to the river and err it doesn’t look good -_______- see? the water looks very very u knoww. tinggi? ergh. ok i am scared/ if it rains tonite then its gonna flood. grr. beware. just careful :)
“The couple that fights the most is the one most in love, it shows they care...”
– not sure but i took it from husna’s tumblr :)
bingong carik bm
ergh. we were in bm class. two last periods. and ET asked us to choose one topic to write one advanced PENDAHULUAN. ET asked me to control dividing topics to my classmates. but then Riz came to the board and wrote which topic he wanted. so everyone serbu me. ergh. so i am aware that i am SHORT so i was almost crushed by 17 of my classmates =.=’ HAHA so my plan on choosing no 9 which is about...
wednesday
today was just ok. tons of homeworks. doing it now. update laterrr :)
oh gosh clogged
get it? i am clogged up with stupidiot thought AGAIN even when i say i won’t just around the past 24 hours. ergh. i was like talking and a sudden thought struck me to think i am thinking of negative thingss againn. oh my shit. hah. i just stare at the wall and keep quiet. err. after talking like a speed bullet, i finally stopped. and the class was silence. the thought which freaks me out...
still on the go?
err i kinda have to admit this. i AM probably still in the holiday mood. grr. why should i? yeah stupidiot question to ask myself rite? HAH i was like feeling no senses of wanting to study. haha. i keep staring at the blackboard with nothing much on my mind which is such a devastating state of a form 5. haha. ok. i guess i should start now? ergh God. yucks books. haha. ok. seriouss :) i’ll...